Friendship

FRIENDSHIP/RELATIONSHIP

It's 12.32 A.M. and I guess most of you are asleep by now.
The past two days have been really boring staying at home doing nothing

except thinking about my life and stuff and planning a trip overseas which 

I really hope it's gonna happen.

Anyway, I've been thinking lately about what has been going on in my life and all 

and I guess it's not that bad after all. But sometimes I really wish to spend more time with

my secondary friends. Now that everyone is so busy with their life either working or having activities,

we don't get to see each other as often like last time.
It's not that I don't like hangout with my polytechnic 

friends but once in awhile I hope to meet my old friends to do some catch up or something 

There is always some things that I hide from others because I think that it's not important for he/she to know cause I don't think it will benefit he/she in any way or so and I know i do hide a lot of things from most people but that's just me and yeah I think too much most of the times. I might have something against and you'll never know.

To those people who hate me or have anything to say about me, I appreciate every comment you make whether it's a compliment or an insult or whether you like or hate me. Seriously, I don't think I have to react in a violent way or result in any physical actions cause whatever negative remarks you are going to make will never affect me at all, probably i'll just get slightly angry but what makes you think your comment will worth my attention? Of course I have endless amount of comments for you but i don't think i'm gonna waste my breath or saliva. In today's society, we gotta learn to accept what's bad and what's good , there will be people hating on you and casting bad remarks about you but you just have to live with it and not let it affect you in any way.

I'm very grateful for people who has always been there for me since the very start and accepted me for who I am and not how I look or whether I am rich or poor. You know who you are :) 

I always see that there are some people that are always surrounded by loads of friends but always write on twitter stating that they still feel lonely whereas some who just have that few friends and feel very satisfied about it. It's really about who you hang out with like I say in my post on PEOPLE, there are fake people around but when you meet the ones that are true to you, it's really feels great.

Actually, there is a weird feeling and i'm not suppose to feel this way at all for someone and that person must never know about it because it's meant to be a secret and no one will know who I am referring to cause it's kind of vague and all I can say that this person is quite important to me and will never change even if anything happens. As long as the person is happy, whatever i feel is not important and I know treat that special person better than me but it's okay.

Last of all, for some reason probably it just not meant to be but it's okay but that does not mean that i'm not going to be there for you though I frankly say that it has started fading away quite long time ago but I still feel a sense of responsibility to be there for you because you've been there for me and we've went through quite a lot together.

So it's getting late and this blog post is seemingly long.. Hahaha.. but of course i'm gonna post more soon and yeah i"ll be updating on the USS trip and the meetups on the next post. Till then..

TAKE CARE

L A S E R