Some stay and some goes.

All I can say that this is a part of growing up. But after whatever has happened, I've been reflecting on several things that I've been doing.

It might be tough to start a new journey, I just hope that I find back that spark in me and the positivity that keeps me going.

And yeah it's over and done with and of course it won't be the same again. That night has struck upon that change whether I get despise or what it's a whole different story and it won't be told to anyone at all anymore.

Let go

It's time to walk away and let go of people that wouldn't care about how you feel be it someone you like or a friend that you have constantly been caring for.

No point showing concern to that person because all the person will do it's to ignore or they will reply that they have no comments or have nothing to say.

If we are meant to be friends or whatever then let it be but if not I guess this it. I can't be bothered because you don't give a damn about it too.

Sick of countless care and concern, sick of just being chuck aside I guess it's just time to ignore and not give a fuck about you and whatever happens it's not going to be your fucking problem. You disgusts me and don't try so hard to hide about it cause it's fucking obvious. So stop acting like a douche and just admit it fucking douchebag.

Friendship

FRIENDSHIP/RELATIONSHIP

It's 12.32 A.M. and I guess most of you are asleep by now.
The past two days have been really boring staying at home doing nothing

except thinking about my life and stuff and planning a trip overseas which 

I really hope it's gonna happen.

Anyway, I've been thinking lately about what has been going on in my life and all 

and I guess it's not that bad after all. But sometimes I really wish to spend more time with

my secondary friends. Now that everyone is so busy with their life either working or having activities,

we don't get to see each other as often like last time.
It's not that I don't like hangout with my polytechnic 

friends but once in awhile I hope to meet my old friends to do some catch up or something 

There is always some things that I hide from others because I think that it's not important for he/she to know cause I don't think it will benefit he/she in any way or so and I know i do hide a lot of things from most people but that's just me and yeah I think too much most of the times. I might have something against and you'll never know.

To those people who hate me or have anything to say about me, I appreciate every comment you make whether it's a compliment or an insult or whether you like or hate me. Seriously, I don't think I have to react in a violent way or result in any physical actions cause whatever negative remarks you are going to make will never affect me at all, probably i'll just get slightly angry but what makes you think your comment will worth my attention? Of course I have endless amount of comments for you but i don't think i'm gonna waste my breath or saliva. In today's society, we gotta learn to accept what's bad and what's good , there will be people hating on you and casting bad remarks about you but you just have to live with it and not let it affect you in any way.

I'm very grateful for people who has always been there for me since the very start and accepted me for who I am and not how I look or whether I am rich or poor. You know who you are :) 

I always see that there are some people that are always surrounded by loads of friends but always write on twitter stating that they still feel lonely whereas some who just have that few friends and feel very satisfied about it. It's really about who you hang out with like I say in my post on PEOPLE, there are fake people around but when you meet the ones that are true to you, it's really feels great.

Actually, there is a weird feeling and i'm not suppose to feel this way at all for someone and that person must never know about it because it's meant to be a secret and no one will know who I am referring to cause it's kind of vague and all I can say that this person is quite important to me and will never change even if anything happens. As long as the person is happy, whatever i feel is not important and I know treat that special person better than me but it's okay.

Last of all, for some reason probably it just not meant to be but it's okay but that does not mean that i'm not going to be there for you though I frankly say that it has started fading away quite long time ago but I still feel a sense of responsibility to be there for you because you've been there for me and we've went through quite a lot together.

So it's getting late and this blog post is seemingly long.. Hahaha.. but of course i'm gonna post more soon and yeah i"ll be updating on the USS trip and the meetups on the next post. Till then..

TAKE CARE

L A S E R 

Food hunting I

FOOD HUNTING I


The holidays has just started and it means time to enjoy life.  For the past few weeks, I've been spending most of my money on trying new food that a few of my friends recommended and some of which are quite popular. 

1) STRICTLY PANCAKES

 

Finally got to try Strictly Pancakes after so many times of saying that "I am going to try it" and decided to have it during for dinner. 

The menu offers savory pancakes, sweet pancakes and you can also customize your pancakes.

I decided to customize my pancakes/ choose from the stack menu and this is how it goes. You're suppose to choose either 2 or 3 pancakes and then you can choose as many side dishes as you want and each side dish  is about $2.50. I chose to get 2 pancakes $5.50 and sautéed mushrooms(must try!) and scrambled and the total price was $10.50.

My other friends chose to get 1 savory and 1 sweet. For the savory pancake, "Garlic Buttered Prawns" is one of the signature savory pancakes and it cost about $14. However, the garlic taste it quite strong therefore those who do not like garlic is strongly advised not to try it. 

As for the sweet pancake,"WHAT-A-SPREAD!" and "THE DRUGGIE" are the signature, must try sweet pancakes. However, we managed to only try "WHAT-A-SPREAD" and basically it's peanut butter pancakes layered with Nutella served complete with Kinder Bueno and a scoop of vanilla ice cream. People who have a sweet tooth should really try. The price is about $11 but after few mouth spoons you might get sick of it. 

The advisable amount pancake you should is about 2 pancakes cause it'll be very filling and their Nutella Shake is a must try even though I forgotten a capture a picture of it.

Overall 

Price - Reasonable ($15 a person)

Food- 8/10 

Service- 8/10

Waiting time- Around 15-20 mins during dinner time.

Location:

44A Prinsep Street (Near SOTA School, Dhoby Ghaut MRT)
Singapore 188674                                                                       
Tel: 6333 4202

                                                           

 81 Upper East Coast Rd

   Singapore 455220                                                                      
Tel: 6448 7332

2)瑞春点心餐厅 SWEE CHOON TIM SUM RESTAURANT

As many of my friends say, Swee Choon is a must must try for supper or dinner so I decided to give it a go. The place is hard to find but it's better to have someone who drives to bring you all there or the only alternative that I know is to take to Farrer Park MRT Station and then walk along Jalan Besar Road.

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We tried their famous Custard Buns and Shanghai Xiao Long bao and some main dishes that I can't remember. However, i can say that the food was not as good as I expected it to be and the queue took about 20 mins. I'm sure that there is somewhere that taste better than this place and if you're willing to wait and eat average tasting Tim Sum then this is a place for you as I personally think it's overrated. 

 Overall 

                 Price - Reasonable ($15 a person)

    Food- 6/10 

       Service- 7/10

                           Waiting time- Around 20-25 mins during dinner time.

Location:

183/ 185/ 187/ 189/ 191 Jalan Besar

Singapore 208882                                                       3) Wild Honey

                                 

If you like to have breakfast meals  for dinner, then this is a place for you    

                

 Managed to only one dish cause it's really quite expensive.  I chose "Tunisian" and it contains a pan of spicy shakshouka (tomato,onion,red pepper,chill) studded with Chorizo sausage,crowned with two fried eggs. This dish recommended and it's a signature dish of Wild Honey. Quite satisfied as the dish is as delicious as it looks however it's a little expensive about $22. Above all, it's a good place for dinner with friends and the atmosphere is really good.  There are two branches one in Mandarin Gallery and another at Scotts Square. 

                                                                           Overall:

                                                       Price - Slightly expensive ($20-$30 a person)

                                                       Food- 8.5/10 

                                                       Service- 8/10

      Waiting time- Around 10-15 mins during dinner time.

This are the few food places that I've tried so far but of course there are many others that i'll 

be posting very very soon. Meanwhile, I'm gonna enjoy this holiday as much as possible.

TILL THEN.

  TAKE CARE.

 L A S E R 

PEOPLE.

                      

                              

                      

 - Friends, Enemies, Family, Strangers. People. 

I can say that society has changed and people are becoming more selfish but there ARE still real people around you just that it's hard to see cause probably you are overshadowed by some fake ones.

Therefore, I'm glad that I've managed to see through people and eliminated those fake and unwanted ones in my life and not let those enemies bring me down.. 

And I'm really grateful to those that stayed on especially those close close close friends who did not leave my life so easily like the others.. 

Sometimes I ask myself, "Is there such thing as best friends?"

I don't think best friends actually exists to me because one can call you his or her best friend and then go to another person as say he or she is their best friend and the story continues and continues until you find out that your best friend has 10 other best friends and then sometimes that best friend of yours starts drifting away and slowly you both becomes strangers..

HOW MANY FUCKING BEST FRIENDS DO YOU WANT? DAMN.

But I believe close friends do exist. One can have as many close friends as they want as long as they know how to treat each other right but it's really really hard to find that one best friend.  

'That which is the most excellent, outstanding, or desirable.'-Definition of Best

Nowadays, everyone becomes friends so easily but it's just for their personal gains and the benefits of themselves.. Friends With Benefits..probably without the sex part.. I think? and it's pretty much getting out of hand.. Feelings get hurt damn easily.

So much backstabbing, so much talking behind their backs...

              

TRUST NO ONE.

It's hard to see who's right or who's wrong. Better to trust yourself instead of others.

And yeah I really dislike those people who insists that they are saying the truth. Yeah I really want to trust your words but your bloody actions are stopping me from doing so... Why don't you just tell me the truth instead??.. The truth may be harsh but lying makes it worst..

ON THE OTHER HAND,

It's just a part of life and journey.. Who knows what kind of people I'll meet in the future.. It always starts off as strangers and from there it's up to you..

    

ABOVE ALL............

Staying at home can be really really boring and it's the only time where you starting thinking a lot about your life..

                                                                                                      

The following days will be fun, pretty packed with activities and gonna be great and gonna meet the friends!

Thanks for reading! Till then good bye

"Don't try to act real when all I see is fake"

STAY COOL!

L A S E R

THE MONTH OF FEBRUARY

Basically, I think that February was a much better month compared to January.. 

Probably because of Chinese New Year and it means that the projects are coming to an end.. THANK GOD! BUT there was still main examination to worry for.. However, it was okay when i took it and I really hoped that this semester I can pull up my GPA for  the whole 2nd Semester. *cross my fingers*

CHINESE NEW YEAR 2013

I can say that this year Chinese New Year doesn't feel like a Chinese New Year to me cause everyone became quite lazy to visit their family and relatives and most of them expect the others to visit them.. 

AND I think i should be super super contented that this Chinese New year I have quite an amount of ANGPOW money, a lot more than I expected!


Some of the pictures during Chinese New Year Period:    


CNY Visiting at Aunt's house @Duxton Pinnacle (the view on the top is damn nice but sadly never take photo -.-)

Friend visiting and Steamboat at my place!


That's all for Chinese New Year and i know it's really damn boring too bad.. and you might question why don't I have pictures with my relatives.
 REASON BEING: they dislike taking photos.


FEBRUARY 14TH VALENTINES DAY

So i guess many couples have been waiting for this day to come so as to present to their partners with the gifts they prepared for each other like chocolates, flowers and etc. 

But for me, it's the day where most of my classmates and me are rushing and finalizing our project reports so as to hand in the next day (WHAT A GREAT VALENTINES DAY FOR US......) Pssht.

There is also one thing i observe about some couples and that is they buy like expensive stuff like branded watches and jewelry for one another and there are some even complain that their gift is so small, so inexpensive... 

I know that you are rich and you can afford so expensive stuff BUT, have you not remembered that it is actually not about how expensive and how exquisite the gift but rather the sincerity of the gift.. 

It might be just a card with pictures and handwritten notes together with a rose..It sounds simple and inexpensive but you can actually feel the sincerity of the person in putting the effort to write you that note and prepare the card..Guess some people just became too materialistic..

And one more thing which i guess many people would not thought about it. As Valentines Day is a day where we show love and appreciate to our partners, we should also dedicate this day to our love ones like our parents who actually loved us since the very beginning when we were born. So, next Valentines Day do not forget about your parents.
PS: I LOVE YOU MUM AND DAD!

Some of the pictures during Valentines Period:  



Spending Valentine Day with THEBESTFRIEND and yeah she came over to my school and watched Anime on her laptop while I was completing my project HAHAHAA and guess what we had for dinner.......... SUBWAY EAT FRESH!


THE 85TH ANNUAL ACADEMY AWARDS
















IT'S THE OSCARS 2013!!!! Of course and yeah I like watching awards ceremony and looking at the superstars.WOAH.though this year Grammy Awards Ceremony was pretty boring so nah not gonna post about that.. 

This year many of winners really truly deserved their awards and i was spellbound by the movies shown in the cinemas for the past 2012 So fucking amazing!!! 

This are the awards given out during the ceremony

Best Motion Picture: Argo

Achievement in Directing: Ang Lee, Life of Pi

Performance by an Actor in a Leading Role: Daniel Day-Lewis, Lincoln

Performance by an Actress in a Leading Role: Jennifer Lawrence, Silver Linings Playbook

Performance by an Actor in a Supporting Role: Christoph Waltz, Django Unchained

Performance by an Actress in a Supporting Role: Anne Hathaway, Les Miserables ((Anne Hathaway received an OSCAR like fucking finallyyyyy)

Adapted Screenplay: Argo, Chris Terrio

Original Screenplay: Django Unchained, Quentin Tarantino

Original Score: Life of Pi, Mychael Danna

Original Song: "Skyfall," Adele Adkins & Paul Epworth; Skyfall ( I knew Adele would win after being awarded her first Golden Globe for Best Original Song)

Best Animated Feature Film: Brave

Photographs of the stars during the ceremony

Though she fell during the ceremony, she's only 20 and her success deserve so much respect.

LAST FEW DAYS OF FEBRUARY

Finally school has ended and my examinations are fucking over! BUT there still results to worry about.. 

Till then, i'm gonna make use of the March holidays and have as much fun as possible before my 3rd Year start with my internship/major project....

Though i'm quite happy that school finally ended and no more projects and exam for now, i still feel kinda sad cause some of my friends will not be in the same class anymore and we will not be seeing each other that often anymore as there is no class but WORK now and for some i really hope that we won't drift apart....

Okay away from the negativity... I can't wait for the upcoming events that gonna happen like Chalet and USS and Clubbing. 



A NIGHT TO REMEMBER

Speaking about that the 27th Feb was a fucking amazing night,everyone was going high and it was damn fun and of course a very good friend of mine was damn good and dancing and his dance moves damn fucking cool sia HAHAHAHA ( if you're reading this you know who). 

Though had to sacrifice some money for Abraham De Laure's cab fare of $40 to get home to get his  IDENTIFICATION CARD(IC) I guess it was worth it cause it was really more fun when he was there. Not forgetting the girls that went, Abigail and Rachel were totally high and dancing non stop.. sometimes i wonder how do people not get tired from jumping up and down and dancing even if they took a lot of alcohol? Don't they get fucking tired? All I can say when the alcohol does it's job, the MIND TAKES OVER THE BODY..

Some of the photos on that day:

Polytechnic Friends!( Ben,Alfred,Simon,Jiaxin,James,Kevin,Wayne)



























POLY+SEC FRIENDS
(Ben,Alfred,Simon,Jiaxin,James,Kevin,Wayne,Abigail,Tim,Abraham De Laure,Vincent)


Rachel's Friends( Ruth, Vengkhey and company)




Stayed until 6 a.m. at Harbourfront Centre hoping to get food from Macs but i was damn tired already zzzzzz. and this girl gonna leave for Australia for 10days envious much sia can go holiday!

I guess that after being polytechnic for 2 years I think i change in a lot of way.. The way i see things and the way i gotta accept the differences and changes from a boy school to a mixed tertiary school. January was pretty much a tough month for me and I know that I was not being myself at all. I got so worked up easily and got pretty much emotional which is really weird because I don't usually feel emotional.

 All i could say is it's a part of growing up and teenage life to  think about a lot of stuff be it friendship or relationship.. Most people nowadays became friends for the benefits of themselves = Fake People and some don't even appreciate your help when you actually bother to take the time to help them. People judge each other so easily before they could even utter a word but perhaps it's what us humans do best and if i say i don't judge then i'm pretty much a fucking liar. 

And yeah probably this few days i've started to eat lesser and lesser and that's just weird cause i don't usually feel hungry and normally i would just grab a snack and drink water and sometimes i do say that I've eaten when i actually didn't... i'm a fucking liar i know right HAHA

Above all, i'm really grateful to have some people in my life that i really put trust in them and really will be always there for them cause i know they're worth my time.. Some say that i always put friendship before relationship which i really agree cause that's who I am. And sometimes even when i don't like/uncomfortable with someone, for the sake of the good friend I don't wanna kick up a fuss about it cause i know that it's hard for that friend himself/herself too and i don't want he or she to be unhappy :) so what's the best way? SUCK IT IN. HAHA 

Okay this blog post is getting too fucking long and longwinded and i know some of you have already fell asleep half way through Gonna post soon again! Thanks for reading!

"You'll never know how I feel for you , but for now it's not important"

STAY DENCH
L A S E R

Back to Blogging

Hi everyone, so i guess this is like my 10000000 times trying to revive or should i say restart my blog again and i was actually thinking of using tumblr but as many of my friends said that what most people do on tumblr was just reblogging nice pictures and quotes from other tumblr users which is just plain boring.

Many of you will ask why suddenly back to blogging?? Probably because it's the holidays now and i have more time to update my blog and also to occupy time.  

So in the meantime, I'll be updating my blog more frequently this school starts perhaps..

STAY DENCH
L A S E R